i'm sad. it's ok to be sad i think. i know my friends ain't gonna like it, simply because they are worried and they care for me. i'm gonna stay optimistic. you're not the only one that ain't ready for a relationship, i am too. so i'm going to let the both of us take a long break, to learn how to love, then maybe one day, we can then love each other the right way, the true way.

i love you.

this is only written here because i'm pretty sure no one reads this space anymore. i dare not tell you and scare you anymore. i'm sorry.