Valentine's Day, a day which some might be so filled with love, and the others feeling that it's always a very nice excuse to oversell gifts and flowers. I thought this year's valentine's day would be different since I am on the side with the greener grass. I thought.

There is always a more demanding side of any relationship, the one that runs the relationship, or some would call the active one. And when this active party starts complaining, all those listening to him whine would be thinking that he's going to complain about the standard 'hardships' of being tired, exhausted, or even empty. Little do anyone realise is that, those are just the easiest of issues for one to bear.

Think about the times when friends or the very one he loves do something insensitive, and still think it's right. What he demands to be done might seem unreasonable, but how else is he to deal and manage? Ex-es are always at the top of anyone's G-spot list, doing anything remotely related to those dreaded people would throw anyone into a pit of paranoia. It's never OK. Never. How would anyone suggest to deal with such issues? It takes everyone a step back just to suggest to a friend how to deal with them.

I personally do things, or make things happen in the most ideal way I can think of. But when I'm cornered and has no where else to turn, I turn desperate. Don't blame me for being unreasonable, I didn't choose to be cornered. I might seem unreasonable, but can anyone suggest to me a better way of dealing with issues as such?

I can stare blankly and watch what I fear most happening, and yes, it pains me. However, I guess when one got bitten by a whole colony of ants, a single ant-bite would feel nothing. I'm still sitting here awaiting for all my fears to unveil themselves, but I can't promise you I'll be sitting here for long. Even roller coasters are designed for up to a maximum of 2 minutes. I've done more than I should.

Happy Valentine's Day.